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The beginning of a new love is always a certain ‘falling in love’ with me. About eight years ago I met a man in a flash. He lived together and I had a long-distance relationship. At the time of this first quick contact / greeting we lived in the same apartment complex. I remember that his girlfriend at the time looked at me in a strange way, not necessarily negative. Not long after that I went to live 200 kilometers further and a few years later I was back again. On a foggy Christmas day I take a walk with my dog. Where there is hardly a car, one stops and it turns out to be the same man from a few years ago. He asks me if I wanted to see his studio and I wanted to. This meeting has always stayed with me. After this I went to live 300 kilometers further and returned after five years. Now completely broken and for the first time in my life I was rushed to the hospital. After the discharge from the hospital I walk with a friend in the city, the weather is nice and who do I see sitting outside? Yep. After exchanging telephone numbers, we agree that I would visit his new studio. After a week I sit on a terrace and see him in the distance. I wave at him and he comes to me, even sits with me. We have a chat and we make a real appointment: he will cook good food for me. No sooner said than done. I felt comfortable and stayed with him. Not long afterwards I find out that sir has a relationship. I told him that I don’t like what he is doing, not long after he broke his relationship. We are now a few months later. Despite the good feeling, I don’t trust him 100%. He distorts many facts. Because of my previous experiences with this phenomenon I am really wary of this kind of relationships. I am convinced that for me and for him this is not only a soul love but also a karmic relationship. And there is also my doubt. I now know that I have a heavy family and relationship karma from this life, as it were, hanging in my aura. Hence my doubt, I don’t want to repeat myself again. I am convinced that for me and for him this is not only a soul love but also a karmic relationship. And there is also my doubt. I now know that I have a heavy family and relationship karma from this life, as it were, hanging in my aura. Hence my doubt, I don’t want to repeat myself again. I am convinced that for me and for him this is not only a soul love but also a karmic relationship. And there is also my doubt. I now know that I have a heavy family and relationship karma from this life, as it were, hanging in my aura. Hence my doubt, I don’t want to repeat myself again.

Question: Do you have any tips / suggestions here about how I can deal with my current relationship? Thanks in advance for your response. A warm greeting for everyone.

My experience: I was fairly sober about these encounters, even a little cynical. A few weeks after the first serious encounter, my heart chakra opened in the presence of my soul love and it felt wonderful.

My relationship with my current soul love is still on, although we both and especially I am very careful.

It seems as if my current partner is my second true soul love. My current partner knows a lot about it and we also talk about it. That is nice.
My current soul love perverts facts that I hate horribly. My experience is the more I ignore it the worse it gets. These days I try to deal with it more tactically.

We wanted a love affair, why there was no question of why or not. We have let it take its course so far.
We see each other sometimes. A joint future is not yet possible because I myself have to deal with a lot of emotional ballast.