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This spring a new colleague gave me incentives that I couldn’t resist and fell madly in love, when he said something to me I was almost blown out of my shoes, although I thought I was happily married. he did not know that I had a man, when he heard this he became angry and ignored me, I did not see him anymore while we work in the same room. I almost died of shame, guilt, sadness and couldn’t sleep anymore. Later we tried to continue as colleges in friendship but it became pulling and pushing. Sometimes he answered with exactly the same word as me, same tone, almost the same voice (he also looks a bit like me, same hair, same shape, gentle as I try to be), sometimes he walked away when he saw me coming, once I almost fainted when he said good morning and looked into my eyes, I got energy from my lower abdomen, as if I were a glass of beer that foamed when I saw it or, for example, every day at 4 pm! I went to look up on google and had never heard of soulmates. Last week I asked him if he had already heard about it. He replied that I had already found my soulmate because I was married and that I am nothing more to him than a colleague. I ruined everything with this. Was it now just an obsessive desire of mine, an illusion, the uncertainty remains, the pain increased. He replied that I had already found my soulmate because I was married and that I am nothing more to him than a colleague. I ruined everything with this. Was it now just an obsessive desire of mine, an illusion, the uncertainty remains, the pain increased. He replied that I had already found my soulmate because I was married and that I am nothing more to him than a colleague. I ruined everything with this. Was it now just an obsessive desire of mine, an illusion, the uncertainty remains, the pain increased.