S161. In him and through him I met myself, saw myself through his eyes, his words

Pascale

I ended up on a dating site as a single. I received a very open response to my profile. The energy that that message radiated was almost magical. We have started mailing. Both busy on a spiritual level, reading a lot and so on. He was so captivated by me and pulled me along, he touched me to the depths of my soul. I had never experienced this before.
I started searching the internet. Something about twinflames: so recognizable !! He also wrote that he experienced it that way.

Both were single. They never met in real life , because after a few days of emailing, he fell in love with a friend of a friend of his. He wanted to be honest with me, and informed me without delay. That openness and honesty was fantastic of him. Do not know if his partner knows about us, but suspect so. In the meantime we have not emailed.

He was so enthusiastic about me, only had my profile on the website with info about me and photos. He wrote such striking things, is very spiritual, and touched me to the depths of my soul, notwithstanding that he did not know me, we felt such a deep intense love.
You know, I have a sleep disorder (don’t get into deep sleep) whose cause is not physical. When (and now) I was in contact with him, I did get into a wonderful deep sleep, I dreamed of love,
love that I also felt for and from him. Felt sooo calm and peaceful, complete, as if nothing could touch me anymore. Felt so strong. And now even now that we have no contact because he has a relationship in the meantime. I know that there is contact at the soul level and that we will meet one day, I have a strong sense of confidence. Now that I know it exists, I feel strengthened in my individuality.

An obstacle is that he has fallen in love with someone, so contact with me is currently broken. We have consciously said goodbye, although I have the feeling that we will meet again. He also said that he was just in a move and was afraid of relationship with me, he said bad timing, while he is now with someone else who lives miles away from him, while I am more accessible in terms of distance. But love is not the sum. Is about feelings he had for that woman at the moment. With me the contact was only virtual, at a distance (and yet so close in terms of feeling).

I wanted a love affair. He also wanted to, but said that he had little time due to a move, he said bad timing, that is why we did not meet, and then he fell in love with someone and did not want to give me hope that was no longer there. Yet he wrote that he was in doubt and wondered if he should give us a chance.
But chose her and was super honest with me. Very beautiful of him, he has a beautiful soul.

As said: currently no contact. Although I have to stop myself not to send mail and contact. Is difficult for me, but I have the feeling that one day we will have contact.

By getting to know him, the feeling that there was between us has been “touched” and touched to the depths of my soul, touched with my soul at the deepest, divine, magical level. By knowing him I feel strengthened in my individuality, I have experienced and developed a power that will help me further on my path.
In him and through him I met myself, saw myself through his eyes, his words.
If I am restless now, I can go back to that sense of depth, warmth that I had before and with him, and I instantly become calm and peaceful, incredibly good, feel more complete than I have ever felt.


In him and through him I met myself, saw myself through his eyes, his words.
If I am restless now, I can go back to that sense of depth, warmth that I had before and with him, and I instantly become calm and peaceful, incredibly good, feel more complete than I have ever felt.

What I found most special was that when I sent him a text about soulmates, twinflames: that recognition of him, that he felt it that way, it was such a magical feeling. It was all virtual and yet the energy radiated from the screen!

Unfortunately, we haven’t come to eroticism (yet?). But he did write something about a book by Thomas Moore, the soul of sex, said I should read that.

The soul love feeling is so deep, intense, peaceful, divine for me, it gives strength, strength, I feel so connected to him (even though we currently have no contact). Feel an intense energy in combination with a feeling of peace, feeling that I am perfectly happy with this feeling, I don’t need anything more, this is all I want, this is the highest good. Everything else is not important.
It is a mystical feeling that I think is extremely rare.

I miss him so physically that it hurts (even though there was no physical contact) and somehow I am
confident that we will meet again someday. I also dream of him, about love, and afterwards feel so wonderfully complete and peaceful. Feel that I will soon bump into him and recognize him without words.

My tip: read the books of Thomas Moore, (soulmates, the soul of sex, the thunderous nights of the soul). Also: the books about HSP, high sensitivity (Elaine Aron).


You know, I have a sleep disorder (don’t get into deep sleep) whose cause is not physical. When (and now) I was in contact with him, I did get into a wonderful deep sleep, I dreamed of love,
love that I also felt for and from him. Felt sooo quiet and peaceful, complete, as if nothing could touch me anymore. Felt so strong. And now even now that we have no contact because he has a relationship in the meantime. I know that there is contact at the soul level and that we will meet one day, I have a strong sense of confidence. Now that I know it exists, I feel strengthened in my individuality.

An obstacle is that he has fallen in love with someone, so contact with me is currently broken. We have consciously said goodbye, although I have the feeling that we will meet again. He also said that he was just in a move and was afraid of relationship with me, he said bad timing, while he is now with someone else who lives miles away from him, while I am more accessible in terms of distance. But love is not the sum. Is about feelings he had for that woman at the moment. With me the contact was only virtual, at a distance (and yet so close in terms of feeling).

I wanted a love affair. He also wanted to, but said that he had little time due to a move, he said bad timing, that is why we did not meet, and then he fell in love with someone and did not want to give me hope that was no longer there. Yet he wrote that he was in doubt and wondered if he should give us a chance.
But chose her and was super honest with me. Very beautiful of him, he has a beautiful soul.

As said: currently no contact. Although I have to stop myself not to send mail and contact. Is difficult for me, but I have the feeling that one day we will have contact.

By getting to know him, the feeling that there was between us has been “touched” and touched to the depths of my soul, touched with my soul at the deepest, divine, magical level. By knowing him I feel strengthened in my individuality, I have experienced and developed a power that will help me further on my path.
In him and through him I met myself, saw myself through his eyes, his words.
If I am restless now, I can go back to that sense of depth, warmth that I had before and with him, and I instantly become calm and peaceful, incredibly good, feel more complete than I have ever felt.

What I found most special was that when I sent him a text about soulmates, twinflames: that recognition of him, that he felt it that way, it was such a magical feeling. It was all virtual and yet the energy radiated from the screen!

Unfortunately, we haven’t come to eroticism (yet?). But he did write something about a book by Thomas Moore, the soul of sex, said I should read that.

The soul love feeling is so deep, intense, peaceful, divine for me, it gives strength, strength, I feel so connected to him (even though we currently have no contact). Feel an intense energy in combination with a feeling of peace, feeling that I am perfectly happy with this feeling, I don’t need anything more, this is all I want, this is the highest good. Everything else is not important.
It is a mystical feeling that I think is extremely rare.

I miss him so physically that it hurts (even though there was no physical contact) and somehow I am
confident that we will meet again someday. I also dream of him, about love, and afterwards feel so wonderfully complete and peaceful. Feel that I will soon bump into him and recognize him without words.

My tip: read the books of Thomas Moore, (soulmates, the soul of sex, the thunderous nights of the soul). Also: the books about HSP, high sensitivity (Elaine Aron).