Liesje

We met each other in a brown cafe and yes it was a true recognition for him.
We cannot live without each other, but also with each other. There is an enormous connection and synchronicity, even when we are not together. we immediately feel if something is wrong, shared euphoria, but also shared pain and sadness.
If we broke up, it would have been so bad that it would not have been able to hurt if the heart were pulled out….
The relationship we had together was a mixture of soul, body and spiritual feelings.
If you literally talk about the relationship then we see each other only at certain times because it is immeasurably strong and living together cohabitingly would give me too many peaks and troughs.We are not really out yet. By the way, my soul love is married and his wife knows everything. She can agree with that (she says, but I find it difficult in her place, even terminated the relationship out of respect because I did not want that, but I keep looking for him, as if a piece of me are gone).

Obstacles that I have experienced with my soul love are; emotional peaks, enormous synchronicity, know that we have known each other for so long – actually for life.
People who do not understand, do not understand that we are honest about this to the outside world. Sometimes very difficult, people often only see it physically and materially, bizarre actually….

Yes, the love relationship is with us and will exist until the end of time, there is nothing to get in between. I had deliberately remained alone and also not looking for a partner before I met my soul love. Whether we ever really live together is questionable, all the more so because there is no need for both of them, because we know how much we love each other and also feel each other from a distance. … It is so dependent on the moment … Sometimes the human presses very hard and we want to be together day and night, but we know that it can destroy a lot and that many people can get hurt, people who don’t care about this either have asked … so time will advise, we believe in this love and it will always be there, perhaps not in the classical form that society wants, but that is not our problem …

What soul love has brought me is knowing that there is so much more than we realize, gratitude, that there is someone somewhere who has the same unverifiable feeling. That doesn’t even have to do with falling in love or longing. I think I may even say that I would rather feel such a connection with a being one day than I should have a relationship just not to be alone….

What I find most special is that we are both confronted with fears and, above all, deep pains from the past, things that we thought we had dealt with, but which we brought back together through being together and gave to the Light of our love, we heal as time and again, no matter how hard it is, we grow every moment as a person , but also as two mixed souls, yes, we are just twinflames …
We also have physical fusion, but that is not always necessary. It is blissful and different, as if I also came home to myself for the first time, it was and is that intense.

No matter how many times I have tried to describe this, it cannot be put into words. It is a kind of coming home, a merging of 1 soul into two bodies, a true recognition at all levels. Wanting to express doubts, fears and questions. Not standing still, truly growing … and much more … and yes, not earthly …
It is that one who has the key on all doors of soul and body …
I am enormously grateful and deeply moved by this feeling and I am happy that I listen to my feelings and not to my ego (because that would want more). My soul says that what I feel now is that every soul feels at a reunification, wherever and with whomever, you recognize a soul’s love or twinflame without words …