S049. Now it’s just not possible

Suzanne

Hi I am Suzanne and am 25, my soul love is 13 years older and my friend’s friend. Now no longer because she felt our band and became very jealous. I also have a relationship and I don’t want to give it up. It’s all very difficult. We can’t live without each other, afraid of falling into that hole. We know we belong together, but to give up everything? I draw strength from the fact that if it is destined we will see each other again. Now it’s just not possible and it hurts to let go of each other. Our friendship as he is now is forbidden to his girlfriend. While no crazy things have happened. I do not understand that everything must be so difficult. It is such a nice feeling. We just want to spend time together. It feels like we can handle the world together