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It has been done for several months with my twinflame. It was really an intense pain that I experienced, the pain is actually indescribable. I felt a lot of emotions for 2 months and never knew if they were mine or hers. I have been told that she also felt so torn apart and that she had embarked on a different relationship in order to be able to process it that way. I don’t think she will do it that way. The last days I actually feel much less, there are no more intense emotions coming in and I actually feel relatively little now. Because I don’t feel much, I even start to think that I don’t want her anymore, while I didn’t want anything but her a month ago. Is this recognizable for someone? Is this a sign that she has now closed herself off defensively?