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5 years ago I met a boy via the internet. In the beginning he looked very much the cat out of the tree but it soon became apparent that we had a strong bond. At that time I was still in a bad marriage and I only had contact with him via msn and later by telephone. When my husband found out, I had to break the contact … even though I said it was purely friendly, and that we felt more brother-sister to each other than anything else … I had to stop. I tried that, but I couldn’t let go of him … the feeling for him was so strong that I couldn’t let him go. I then kept in touch secretly. Two years after I met him, my husband and I divorced, when I am with him it is just like coming home … I feel the peace returning to my body … we are never finished talking … we challenge each other, we give each other a blow … I have had a relationship in between but he felt himself between us … himself. my girlfriend said that she feels an enormous tension between us when we are together in the room …. I am drawn to him like a magnet … I broke my relationship because emotionally nobody can cope with him … his brother had already told him that he had to be careful not to stand between my friend and me. I know he cannot live without me, and I also feel very unhappy without him … it is just when I am with him that I am only then complete. I was googling on the internet and ended up on this site and come across so many recognizable feelings and situations here … I told him a few years ago that that brother-sister band, how he always describes it, is much deeper for me, i said .. my feeling is just like you are my twin brother but then even deeper. But if I am honest … this is more than a brother … this is the love of my life … but due to various circumstances a relationship is not easy … but I feel so lonely without him. He complements me in everything … have the same interests .. he is the only one I can say anything to … have I found my twinflame or is he a soulmate? Emotionally it is so much deeper … this is all so new to me. how he always describes it is much deeper for me, I said .. my feeling is just like you are my twin brother but then even deeper. But if I am honest … this is more than a brother … this is the love of my life … but due to various circumstances a relationship is not easy … but I feel so lonely without him. He complements me in everything … have the same interests .. he is the only one I can say anything to … have I found my twinflame or is he a soulmate? Emotionally it is so much deeper … this is all so new to me. how he always describes it is much deeper for me, I said .. my feeling is just like you are my twin brother but then even deeper. But if I am honest … this is more than a brother … this is the love of my life … but due to various circumstances a relationship is not easy … but I feel so lonely without him. He complements me in everything … have the same interests .. he is the only one I can say anything to … have I found my twinflame or is he a soulmate? Emotionally it is so much deeper … this is all so new to me. He complements me in everything … have the same interests .. he is the only one I can say anything to … have I found my twinflame or is he a soulmate? Emotionally it is so much deeper … this is all so new to me. He complements me in everything … have the same interests .. he is the only one I can say anything to … have I found my twinflame or is he a soulmate? Emotionally it is so much deeper … this is all so new to me.