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I felt I had a sign: We had an appointment last May (I had never heard of soulmates / twinflames) and I was looking forward to it !! Couldn’t think of anything more than him .. And suddenly he canceled. I was devastated, did not get it .. And because it hurt so badly I started to pray: oh God, who is this man, I barely know him but he cancels and yet I feel so sick !! What the hell is happening .. Suddenly I saw 2 hands on my wall grabbing each other (like 2 praying hands) I had never seen him, but knew that one hand belonged to him and the other to me … and after a few seconds it was gone again. Then it all started, I have called many spiritual help lines. Every day, every free second I think of him (he has a girlfriend and 2 small children, me a friend and 2 small children) so it doesn’t get along. But it does ruin, it kills you, I now know him for 1 year and 4 months and that time .. Has made me feel that true love is the most important thing that exists .. But can someone tell me … where did that ‘sign’ come? from ?? Someone also experience this ???? A man on such a helpline said it was a delusion caused by psychological instability. But I don’t want to believe that! I feel it with my heart, I love him … But I don’t want to believe that! I feel it with my heart, I love him … But I don’t want to believe that! I feel it with my heart, I love him …