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What happens to me anyway .. I had never before immersed myself in soul love, but I have experienced a soul bond with a man once before. He broke off contact on a rational basis and that caused me deep pain for 7 months. this is now 4 years ago, and I thought that could not happen again. until an unknown person stepped in at work and from count 1: never out of my head again, stuck in my heart. I feel so much, and I cannot comprehend it in words. words do the feeling short. I can say with certainty that it is soul love, and I know myself well enough and I understand the feeling good enough to know that this is permanent with me and never faded. we are so good together. I feel so relaxed when I am with him. normally I always have tensions in my body, when I am with him it is not there and that is as nice as possible. I was so upset by its existence that I could no longer eat and was really confused. spent a lot of time together in the last few days in which he told me a lot about himself, and I told him what is wrong with me, how much he does to me. he was shocked because he had not yet seen it that way, and he is overstrained and unable to grasp his feeling. and does not want to hurt me, so always keep very neat, is very sweet to me, does not use me because he thinks I am too fond of that. but cannot say whether or not he will feel the same for me in the long term. he literally said he would like it if I could let go of it anyway for now, putting him completely out of my head was not what he wanted, but he cannot feel and has things to process. but yes he said if I find someone or you someone else we have to let go of each other. i don’t need anyone else i feel i belong to him. I don’t really know what my question is, it is more that it is all so overwhelming and sometimes I am so scared .. how is it possible that I feel intuitively that we belong together, and that he does not (yet) experience it that way. but he is meanwhile very sweet to me and there is really something between us, something I cannot describe. I am 33 by the way, I have had enough damage and shame in ‘love’, and so has he. we think the same about so many things, a way of thinking that I have and that have little in common with me, so he does. I hope you don’t finish it with ‘you’re in love so it feels like that’, because I know this a lot,

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if I read your story like that then it is true, it really is not just a crush, knowing certain, thinking the same thing about things, it is so recognizable for most of us here. you only need one word to know what the other person means, to feel that this is your husband … what my feeling is with your story, keep in touch with him, he cannot touch his feeling as you write because he is overstrained, but you awaken the right feelings with him again. I myself have been overstrained and oh how easy it would have been if I had had my twin with me then. I had a pretty rational partner who did his best to understand me but I think my twin would have hit the right note right away .. so keep supporting and keep believing in your love, because it also comes up once with your twin, really, it may take a while, he may still be hiding it, he may be using medication or ID. for his tenacity, that could also flatten feelings, the doctors would like to help you with that but it works against you, I never wanted it, you have to go through it anyway .. I already knew that 30 years ago, yet intuitively always been strong in those things. happy! f believe in it will be really good! it is nice that you are here now for him, it is probably not for nothing, everything has a purpose. (Unknown) the doctors would like to help you with that, but it works against you, I never wanted it, you have to go through it anyway .. I knew that 30 years ago, intuitively always been strong in those things. happy! f believe in it will be really good! it is nice that you are here now for him, it is probably not for nothing, everything has a purpose. (Unknown) the doctors would like to help you with that, but it works against you, I never wanted it, you have to go through it anyway .. I knew that 30 years ago, intuitively always been strong in those things. happy! f believe in it will be really good! it is nice that you are here now for him, it is probably not for nothing, everything has a purpose. (Unknown)