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What strikes me here is that everyone is always talking about the deep trust, and the highest and most beautiful feeling, sense of belonging and amalgamation. I can only say that I experience the same thing, but I cannot deny my deep sorrow and emptiness either. We all pretend that if we don’t get together, we still have something to learn, about ourselves, about the other and the world around us. I can not ignore it that I am deeply sad and that I often feel empty. That I have gone further, but until now I have not been able to find that loneliness sometimes flies over to me !! How deeply I love him and cannot make a choice for someone else, that my dreams about a family and maybe a child have become further and further away from me. That all this may bring me closer to the core of my soul, but it will cost me. it is an enrichment but also a great loss, that you can experience a beautiful spiritual amalgamation and also have to let go. Aren’t you angry and frustrated that life is playing a game with you? And believe me I have been on the road for quite a while and have known him for a while, but nothing really comes across with the feeling that I am experiencing with him. It is always in a deeper layer, encountering sadness and releasing it again, and that is what we call the ego, but when we look back we do not want to be deep in our hearts with those who prefer? even if it is not, that loss does not pass, at least not with me…. Sure there are days that I succeed, other distractions and even happiness, but even at those moments I would have preferred to share it with him. There is always something that wants to hold on to that love, which cannot do otherwise, I cannot ignore it. Do I have such a big ego? or is it that love, and my deepest feeling of love? who makes me bow my head and follow? I can’t wait (but have to) until I can really merge together until we are really beyond this world and there is no room for a he and I, but a we, and never need to go back to individuality !! Just like God created a woman to experience themselves and them together, back to the big bang and everything can be reunited !! Furthermore, my respect, soul love is top sport! Do I have such a big ego? or is it that love, and my deepest feeling of love? who makes me bow my head and follow? I can’t wait (but have to) until I can really merge together until we are really beyond this world and there is no room for a he and I, but a we, and never need to go back to individuality !! Just like God created a woman to experience themselves and them together, back to the big bang and everything can be reunited !! Furthermore, my respect, soul love is top sport! Do I have such a big ego? or is it that love, and my deepest feeling of love? who makes me bow my head and follow? I can’t wait (but have to) until I can really merge together until we are really beyond this world and there is no room for a he and I, but a we, and never need to go back to individuality !! Just like God created a woman to experience themselves and them together, back to the big bang and everything can be reunited !! Furthermore, my respect, soul love is top sport! and never need to go back to individuality !! Just like God created a woman to experience themselves and them together, back to the big bang and everything can be reunited !! Furthermore, my respect, soul love is top sport! and never need to go back to individuality !! Just like God created a woman to experience themselves and them together, back to the big bang and everything can be reunited !! Furthermore, my respect, soul love is top sport!
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I fully understand your feeling, it hurts when you are not together, and it hurts when after a very long time, with trial and error, with letting go and putting on, you still find that it is too difficult, that there are too many obstacles to be. that if you choose each other people are / are becoming unhappy because of that and then there is the question again can you do that? or should you settle for a spiritual energetic bond after the fusion? because that actually meeting one another may well transcend..that makes a physical relationship no longer necessary, so do you stay at a distance again? ..or can you solve that through a close love / friendship bond? I thought for a long time this is it. I sometimes feel terribly rebellious and wish I knew what to do. I don’t think it’s an ego, but just sadness of love because you can’t be together .. but start to feel that we are always together, that gives me gradually! more peace and yes I sometimes think; now I am educated, I have had it, now it is enough and I do not want to be sad anymore and I want my life to be just as nice as with all those other people and yet I am happy that I am experiencing this because it has opened my eyes, and left me more open to others and made me stronger, more energetic, more independent..and luckily you have to choose what you feel good about and what you don’t and you can’t build on that the accident of another .. but whether you will ever be completely happy again? without your twin? maybe another form of being with and with each other, because letting go of your twin you will never succeed .. look and learn how you can find an interpretation for that, I am also looking for and hope that my twin will come back into my life, in whatever way. because this is nothing. (Unknown)
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Yes it is top sport, absolutely. You are in the highest regions. World class. Top sport requires a certain institution. I know top athletes whose brother or sister did a lot better in the same sport but who could not do it mentally. That is also the way it is in love. Look around you, people are so affectionate, so horribly not entirely of themselves (top athletes too), that you think: a number of lives will pass over them before they are completely themselves . Because that is the most important thing, to become whole yourself. That depends on someone’s sorrow. I don’t think that has to do with egoism. Maybe I have a relatively easy talk because I have had a soulmate for 15 years who has taught me some things about spirituality. But before that I was also whole. And then the sadness is less bad. It is better to put things into perspective. I also had my twinflame energetically with me for the first 6 years of my life. I am ! used to it, although I can imagine that someone will never get used to it, to the loss. It is also an exciting book, in which you always think: how will that end? Much more exciting than a normal relationship anyway? Are there no signs that you are coming together? As someone’s death is announced in advance. There is nothing on your path that you cannot cope with, on the way there, otherwise the twin will not be brought into our lives. And you actually live as a top athlete? Fairly ascetic. They are also busy day and night to give up. We always want convenience, everything in society is geared to it. That is why we pay those top athletes so much, because we: A want to see some abandonment and sacrifice is. And B because they remain in the moment, may not show fight-or-flight responses. If we have not learned to cope with discomfort, then we are confronted with ourselves and our emotions, not because we are the twin so miss out. (Unknown)
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You write; I can’t wait (but I have to). why do you have to wait then? what stops you? do you think this is meant for after this life? or should / can you do something with it now? (Unknown)
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I don’t think life plays a game with us. I think it is karma, things that have accumulated from past lives, have ended up in this life. Perhaps we have once played a game with life in a previous life (for example, abused our power) and now that comes in that endless doubting and twinging to express and yes, we have to work out / sit out that karma until it is all redeemed. I can’t get mad at life. I don’t see myself as a victim either. Nothing happens in my life for nothing. (Unknown)
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To the last writer; I think your karma dissolves faster if you let some things slip away from you, then it’s gone, that is not putting people above you, ego; that’s smart. those people must discover their ego themselves, then that behavior dissolves; that is painful enough. who am I to point this out to them? I assume that those people are smart enough to find out for themselves. I also feel no worse than them; they just follow their way and I have my (ego) problems to work on. in the meantime I can focus on the things that fascinate me; people I love. if there is anything to solve, it will come naturally. there is a tit for everything. to the questioner; never let yourself be put under pressure in these important decisions. (Unknown)
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thanks for the kind reactions and different ways of reactions, that creates perspectives !! Must say that the moment I wrote this story, it just didn’t seem right anymore, and I was well aware of the deepest feelings of sadness. My twin is in a relationship and children are involved, I understand that he does not want to hurt his children and his girlfriend (whomever he loves). It is therefore not yet time for us, he must first complete it, and I also need time to become independent, albeit with a lot of trial and error. Self-respect is what matters to me !!! we speak and see each other regularly, so secretly, that hurts and has hurt! In the spiritual form I live at top sport level, although I have always done a lot of sport, but am happy to the core of searching for answers that are probably never to be found. It brings me closer to myself and this love has opened doors that were already closed, but had to be open to constantly rediscover myself and the life I lead !! I cannot let go of him even though we are in this situation, perhaps it is more sensible, but unconditionality is holding me back. So be it, perhaps through karma, perhaps through ego and probably through love !! I’ll figure it out !! has always been this way although it takes me years, wish you lots of love and success !! (Unknown) I cannot let go of him even though we are in this situation, perhaps it is more sensible, but unconditionality is holding me back. So be it, perhaps through karma, perhaps through ego and probably through love !! I’ll figure it out !! has always been this way although it takes me years, wish you lots of love and success !! (Unknown) I cannot let go of him even though we are in this situation, perhaps it is more sensible, but unconditionality is holding me back. So be it, perhaps through karma, perhaps through ego and probably through love !! I’ll figure it out !! has always been this way although it takes me years, wish you lots of love and success !! (Unknown)
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I also often think that it is karma and does not let me slip away but karma is also now. it is not only the processing of what has been done; karma is also creating something new and that includes twin love for me too. I feel that I have to do certain things; work-life, to get there, to earn us, to handle us and to give my marriage the place it needs; do you understand or is that vague? grief is part of that, grief is fair and I resolve things. success (Unknown)
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Dear sad; I understand how you feel; I also have sad / anxious moments, difficult choices. I resigned myself to the fact that it cannot be forced; I expect nothing and hope for everything. In the meantime I have built a really happy life with great work, lovely people and that changes and I change, increasingly to my twin. I am somehow not so unhappy anymore because I live in love and know that my twin is also doing its best. that’s why I think; come and live; amazed by more and more love and beauty. life is short. (Unknown)
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Consider myself privileged to be able to feel it, who has already experienced this, it is so special, and I have learned a lot from it, the only thing I find very difficult about it is how are you going to put it down in the world. feel that I can only radiate that power and that love and notice that also through reactions that I get from other people, that goes without saying .. and sometimes, I notice that I don’t really miss my twin anymore, that I am strong in myself but would naturally like to see him with me, that desire remains but I know that he will come once, and that this is also necessary for our further joint growth how long it takes I do not know but I can wait. notice that my ego often sabotages and says, he does not come and what if .. and sometimes I see the reactions of my twin, who then puts another above themselves, I think that is also ego work, not karma that you have to sit out, I don’t believe it. you can break that karma yourself, if you give another person that right to treat you in that way you create new karma again, in my humble opinion .. karma; it should no longer bother twinflames. live and act from your heart, show what you want and why and ask for understanding, if they don’t give you that, then they find that you are less like them .. you give them power again in that way to respond then you create new karma, because you give them power over you again .. you must, certainly twinflames be strong and decide about your own life, you do not leave that decision to someone else, even though you have that throughout your life maybe make it happen .. it’s not my strongest side either, I have often done that, making someone else more important than myself and then you will encounter your ‘self’ (and your greatest Love) again. I do not know, but this is what I just wanted to get rid of .. go for purity, for yourself, for your further growth..this is an advice straight from my soul..loving (Unknown)
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Self-respect is very important, then you are strong and can you handle such a relationship, but deserve love? I can’t hear that much, what do you have to earn? your twin loves you anyway, so don’t waste too much precious time with that .. you write that your marriage must have a place, why MUST have it? from whom does that have to? (Unknown)
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Sometimes I am so tenacious that my twin might become a little crazy about me or has already become, then I think, shut up, don’t respond and then I’ll do it again. because I really want to be with my twin, the love that is so great. I sometimes trade out of impatience and uncertainty and with that I put my twin under pressure again, which is not my intention because that is not a good basis, so I can work on it again..must not hang like that..what a layer has a person huh! so I have to learn again and I like that for it .. love (Unknown)
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If I read your answers like this, the amalgamation has been there (I asked the question), but what next? okay our souls are connected. I know that he will always be in my heart and mind, but is a fusion only meant for the soul? what now? I’m sorry I might ask some weird questions, but it’s all so new to me. (Unknown)
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I feel it is not only for your soul, but it can also be earthly / physical, because by experiencing that Love you get even more love / life force, healing power, you make contact with a Greater Force and so you can still pass on more to others and to the world. I have felt it when my dear twin and I were together at a party that also touched the people around us, unaware of them, but that’s how I got it experienced and twin too I think. but we are not together and that makes it difficult and therefore I feel that my energy is more difficult to hold, because I am a bit (sometimes very) sad about that, because such a Love is also for yourself / earthly and not only at a distance, because then you can also use it / put it down to earth powerfully in the world I think that you will become a relay station for the most beautiful love, the environment will also be able to enjoy it! If that Love is there and If you want to contribute to it yourself ..but that’s just a philosophy of mine, don’t know if someone like me feels that way too ..? kind regards (Unknown)