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I actually push all my feelings away but in the beginning I had such a longing for him that I fear it! was mainly because he is not free and often as on this site can be read these men and women do not leave their partner, anyway he still wants contact but it is so difficult I can not, he also said I stay with my family and I understand that but it hurts enormously, I know what I feel but we have never met then kicked your mind in all you know it is real, and let go ?? how ??? i feel lonely without him as if there is a piece not what belonged to me, and i read that it will be less for some and not for others, i would love to have the chance to be happy again with someone and now that he is there I am afraid this will be difficult, I know it is only a short time ago but I came across this man at some point in my life that I was still fully absorbed by a broken relationship that has changed me a lot, actually too early for both, I often talk about it with my sister she is i too! In the same situation but on the other side of me, she is grieved but now she is getting divorced, she says every time I have to be patient, I find this enormously difficult because it hurts, am I doing wrong? do I make a hasty decision about this love or am I just sensible and I think I have to go the other way, how do you deal with this ??? as I do now it does not work out completely controlled by this feeling, sometimes I feel so selfish that I make the decision for him too, but how can you continue without making a decision ??? all ask, so badly want peace in my life again.

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a little late answer maybe, but I read this and can fully agree with your question with me this has been going on for many years, and now that I have given up my relationship because I could not continue anymore with those double feelings, now let my twin actually also notice that he does like a friendship relationship. then I have to do it for the rest of my life, and I have to stay alone because another man just doesn’t fit into my life anymore. well i can tell you that is heavy and not attractive. and actually I think it is a bit like the middle and the two ends of my twin. one time he wants everything or nothing and the other time he wants to be friends. I have to be honest and say that I have suggested dealing with each other in a friendly manner, as a moment solution, but now get the idea that he thinks it is good because otherwise it will be practically too difficult and I will not be happy by just lovely people around me, a nice job that I have to build further and only on vacation, doing fun things ? ha well there you really want a partner. and perhaps it is not yet time for us, but let him tell me, as long as he gives me hope that he will come once and not in eighty years. because you may have a spiritual relationship, but you also have an earthly desire. even though I was often alone in my marriage, now I am more often alone or always alone. if only we were clear and not so doubtful. wish my twin came to tell me what he wants. this feels very sad and anxious love for me (Unknown) to do fun things? ha well there you really want a partner. and perhaps it is not yet time for us, but let him tell me, as long as he gives me hope that he will come once and not in eighty years. because you may have a spiritual relationship, but you also have an earthly desire. even though I was often alone in my marriage, now I am more often alone or always alone. if only we were clear and not so doubtful. wish my twin came to tell me what he wants. this feels very sad and anxious love for me (Unknown) to do fun things? ha well there you really want a partner. and perhaps it is not yet time for us, but let him tell me, as long as he gives me hope that he will come once and not in eighty years. because you may have a spiritual relationship, but you also have an earthly desire. even though I was often alone in my marriage, now I am more often alone or always alone. if only we were clear and not so doubtful. wish my twin came to tell me what he wants. this feels very sad and anxious love for me (Unknown) because you may have a spiritual relationship, but you also have an earthly desire. even though I was often alone in my marriage, now I am more often alone or always alone. if only we were clear and not so doubtful. wish my twin came to tell me what he wants. this feels very sad and anxious love for me (Unknown) because you may have a spiritual relationship, but you also have an earthly desire. even though I was often alone in my marriage, now I am more often alone or always alone. if only we were clear and not so doubtful. wish my twin came to tell me what he wants. this feels very sad and anxious love for me (Unknown)