P0538. Adieu!

Unknown

A raw scream from my soul indicates
that the depths of the essence of my being
yearn for Divine love, which overcomes everything.
Why then the lack that is so strong but unjustified
Surrounded by you I want to experience what the mountain peaks are
that the heights depicting my intense emotional life,
even though it was with an army of nymphs, wandering through the desert.

Exhausted, shrunken, stabbing pain
and blindness to the imperfect yet
balancing on a delicate thread that
connects hope with faith and love
The love that remains on the Great Glory Day
on which all, I am alone in the glimmer, will know
that this soul relationship cannot and not allowed.

Can the conviction fuse
that of multiple soul groups entwined into one,
versus holding the one-time love offering of the Lamb
, without looking back at the salt pillar that makes
everything passive and makes my soul languish,
without recognizing the spiritual reality
in a different form of meaning- spirituality
where the complete surrender is synonymous with one’s own well-being
Are we both not much too self-willed?

The desire to be valuable, undivided and recognized
makes both of us guides that desire inner growth.
The most precious treasure has been taken from us, scratched with venom.
Forgiveness -70 times seven- is needed, living water and bread,
The search continues, full of passion, through a sea of ​​glass, vulnerable and in fiery struggle against death.

In this way we come closer and closer to that Eternal Source
That takes away your fears and will give you direction.
From the accident trap He makes a gateway of hope.
As a child I crawl on His lap
and let my tears dry under the radiant sun.

Could you not let me know
, out of love or pity, that you were forced to suddenly forget me?
Where is my conscience, my dear?
Where is our conscience?

Be silent!