Angel

why is the question that keeps playing in my head
Why is love so difficult
why did you have
to share your feelings with me
why am I in love with you
why is the question … why why

why it hurts so much,
only with the thought of
not being with you.
Why do you drive me crazy inside?
Why do I always think of you?
Why ? Why
can I keep wondering?
Why do I love you so much?

knowing that it will become nothing ..
by influences from others.
Why not the two of us in the world.
why am I afraid
to look into the future
fearing I didn’t take my chance
why …
that word stuck in my head
the word why and the pain of my love for you!

why can’t I be with you?