Unknown
no one understands ..
say; go ahead with your life ;.
take distance
and be thankful for the given.
another will come
where it will flow;
where everything goes naturally
and you can dream your dream; ..
you touch me;
almost imperceptibly soft.
I look at you;
in the silence of the night.
15 years older ..
I am in this body
15 years younger you ..
does our love not get a name?
is it the irony
of
incarnating “wrong” again and again ;
and try again ..
closer, you do not want
and yet you do.
farther away I want, from this “hell.”
sleepless nights ..
my heart that calls and says
go ni Get back together again
listen to me, this is real
but … the world ;.
the pains of the past ..
the fears, and disapproval ..
and the horror thereof ..
norms and values;.
what is and is not allowed;
i don’t know how to turn ;.
and get away from your smile ..
through centuries never
together
alone
hands entwined
hearts like 1
and, now, apart again.
go somewhere else?
we talk so much;
and defend the trauma;
deny, the deepest;
what lives in us ..
still;.
also those lives
that you, on earth,
have lived so much
without me
experiencing love ..
while I looked at you;
from far above …
and not from your side week ..
I jumped down
with all the risks involved.
15 years early ..
could not see the Up;
spontaneously I flew back
to earth and its density
at n “wrong” time
that seems so; now ..