S.

You may wonder
why I won’t show
myself anymore I don’t mind
being vulnerable
but your earthly blows
hurt me too much.

Don’t want to let me be fed anymore
by nice messages
that touch my heart too much …
I know who I am,
I know my goal,
I now only rely
on my own feelings.

Hope that someday you will be so brave
to put an end to
that one uncertainty
because that will cause me
incredible pain.