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Crossed a border. I am married and have had my twinflame in my life for several years. From the first day we met, it was clear that we had something very special with each other. The contact became more intensive and we gradually interacted with each other. Nothing ever happened except a hug when we said goodbye, sometimes. And of course that felt very nice. He is the man who knows me inside and out without words. He is so deep in my soul that I would love to continue with him. You probably understand how that feels. But now something happened a few days ago that made everything even more intense; we could not hold back our feelings anymore and have hugged and kissed each other for a long time. It was heavenly but at the same time I also feel guilty because I don’t want to hurt my husband. We have been together for a long time and I love him (in a different, more earthly way) very much. We have children which makes everything so difficult. I don’t want to end my marriage for them either, want their lives to continue as it always was. I could do it myself, an open relationship in which we can both have something with someone else. But I know in advance that my husband really doesn’t like this at all. I don’t dare tell him honestly about what’s going on now. He will be very sad and angry. And he doesn’t deserve that. He has always been a sweet man to me, only that piece of spirituality is missing and I find that with my twinflame. My husband will never understand that, looks at life differently than me. He does notice that I am changing, I am more concerned with spiritual things, I get to know other people, Little by little, we organize our house differently, read certain books and that I look different from years ago. Slow changes, therefore, that do not escape his attention and about which he sometimes expresses his displeasure. I say that I want to live this way, be who I am and then let me respect that. He also knows about the contact with twinflame, that he knows each other well, and that I sometimes come home to him too. I try to tell everything as honestly as possible. Not in detail what we are talking about, but the broad lines are. I think it is witness to a lot of love that he lets me do it all because he really feels threatened by my twinflame. When they meet, the tension drops. What do you think, is it best to do this process of letting go, a slowly growing apart, to take place and to tell nothing further about the physical rapprochement between twinflame and me, or do I have to put everything on the table with the result of a divorce, sad man and children, everything upset and everyone angry with me, because then I am the one who this causes (also for family who will never understand). I myself notice that I tend more to the first option, to follow the flow of life and not to make abrupt decisions. I cannot build my happiness on the mess that is going to cause a divorce. I feel guilty but I don’t regret what happened between twinflame and me. It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation? or do I have to put everything on the table with the result of a divorce, sad man and children, everything upset and everyone angry at me, because then I am the one who causes this (also for family who will never understand this). I myself notice that I tend more to the first option, to follow the flow of life and not to make abrupt decisions. I cannot build my happiness on the mess that is going to cause a divorce. I feel guilty but I don’t regret what happened between twinflame and me. It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation? or do I have to put everything on the table with the result of a divorce, sad man and children, everything upset and everyone angry at me, because then I am the one who causes this (also for family who will never understand this). I myself notice that I tend more to the first option, to follow the flow of life and not to make abrupt decisions. I cannot build my happiness on the mess that is going to cause a divorce. I feel guilty but I don’t regret what happened between twinflame and me. It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation? because then I am the one who causes this (also for family who will never understand this). I myself notice that I tend more to the first option, to follow the flow of life and not to make abrupt decisions. I cannot build my happiness on the mess that is going to cause a divorce. I feel guilty but I don’t regret what happened between twinflame and me. It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation? because then I am the one who causes this (also for family who will never understand this). I myself notice that I tend more to the first option, to follow the flow of life and not to make abrupt decisions. I cannot build my happiness on the mess that is going to cause a divorce. I feel guilty but I don’t regret what happened between twinflame and me. It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation? It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation? It felt so natural and good that it’s just not wrong. It is love, pure love. What would you do in my situation?

Answer 1
First let go of your twinflame and then, after a month or two, put everything on the table and tell your husband that you have let go of your twinflame for good. Spirituality can be found everywhere in this modern society. You will naturally learn how to deal with the lack. Be prepared for all possible responses / scenarios. I told the father of my child that I will have an assignment with my twinflame in the future, and promptly after six months he committed suicide, the father my son I mean, not my twin.
(Who knows)

Answer 2
Very recognizable! This could be my story. You are on the right track. Releasing will never really work, but you can let go of the idea that you will one day come together with your twinflame. But you should never let go of the extreme feeling of love. You have to cherish that. That makes you strong in the long run and gives you peace of mind. Good luck!
(Unknown)

Response
Thank you for your response. I asked the question. Whether I will ever meet with him I do not know. I don’t exclude it either. But I do know that I will have to be honest about my feelings towards my husband and that is very difficult. He does not want to share me and that is what I would like the most. A relationship with both men. I could do that too, I am convinced of that. My “tz” brings out so much femininity and love in me, that is reflected in my surroundings, I notice. People come to me faster when I see him, apparently I radiate love. So I understand what you mean by holding on to love. I will certainly continue to do so. (Unknown)