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My twinflame is abroad for a year for his work. Because I have a relationship with another boy, we agreed not to have contact during that period. In any case no earthly contact then. I still thought this was the way to forget about him and move on with my own life. But he won’t let me go. Or rather I can’t let go of him. He stays in my head. And even if I banish him from my thoughts, he will pop up again in my dreams. Now I have learned that he is on leave a week back in the Netherlands. On the one hand, it is a good idea that the distance between us is now smaller, but what mainly dominates is a huge unrest. I really want to see him, but I can’t reach him. I keep waiting for a sign from him that I can meet him somewhere this week. I don’t dare to visit him. I am ashamed of that, perhaps he finds that ridiculous or does not want that at all. I am also afraid that this will put my relationship under pressure. But knowing that he is temporarily back in the country and I can’t even see him or talk to him makes me crazy. I’m so restless. I keep the compulsive urge that I MUST see him keep it. And when he is gone again, I am again disappointed that this is a missed opportunity. I find it so frustrating .. How can I best deal with this? And when he is gone again, I am again disappointed that this is a missed opportunity. I find it so frustrating .. How can I best deal with this? And when he is gone again, I am again disappointed that this is a missed opportunity. I find it so frustrating .. How can I best deal with this?

Answer 1
My twin did not want to contact me. I found out where she works and suddenly I was in her case. I really wanted to see her, we looked into each other’s eyes and we were both happy. I didn’t talk to each other, but I didn’t have to, although I literally heard what she thought, very bizarre. My twin has also noticed that something is wrong and she may want to talk to me once. She was back at work a few weeks ago, she was not there, but I was still happy because I think being alone at her workplace is enough. So if you have the urge to see him, just go to him. (Unknown)