Q0384. Feeling of death?

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This may sound strange but some of you have already experienced this: You feel that your twin is close to you, you feel a super strong feeling in your lower abdomen and it feels like something terrible is going to happen ??? Yes you hear it right !! The feeling is so strong that it is impossible to place and say, this is a good or bad, a positive or negative feeling, so enormously powerful that you really can hardly help but run away from it or you will almost vomit or faint !! I think it is a very strange image because I naturally love my twin but of course I can hardly handle that intense feeling !! I have to be honest I had lost contact with my twin for 2 years when I felt bad 2 months before and that got worse every day and then the day itself I really thought I was going to die I felt so heavy, I can not explain, the whole evening I walked around with fear and thought that I would really actually die, and then I finally got him! suddenly before my eyes I could not believe my eyes, how is that possible ??? Then I spontaneously went into a trance while I could no longer move, it was too intense a shock or I couldn’t handle being around him, could that be something like that ???? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place? all evening i walked around with fear and thought i would really die, and then i finally got him! suddenly before my eyes I could not believe my eyes, how is that possible ??? Then I spontaneously went into a trance while I could no longer move, it was too intense a shock or I couldn’t handle being around him, could that be something like that ???? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place? all evening i walked around with fear and thought i would really die, and then i finally got him! suddenly before my eyes I could not believe my eyes, how is that possible ??? Then I spontaneously went into a trance while I could no longer move, it was too intense a shock or I couldn’t handle being around him, could that be something like that ???? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place? how is that possible??? Then I spontaneously went into a trance while I could no longer move, it was too intense a shock or I couldn’t handle being around him, could that be something like that ???? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place? how is that possible??? Then I spontaneously went into a trance while I could no longer move, it was too intense a shock or I couldn’t handle being around him, could that be something like that ???? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place? can that be something ?? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place? can that be something ?? Can I never have it near me again ??? I sometimes feel him so close that I already thought he was dead and was next to me in spirit: while I know for sure that he is alive !!! When I was in a relationship with him it felt intense, but still I didn’t have it and now after not seeing each other for a while, what does that mean? Is the recognition only now taking place?