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yet it finally happened .. but now I notice that the more I let go, the more intense the loving becomes … while I already thought it was absurdly intense .. I am now very afraid that loving will always remain .. I know that sounds crazy but I’m afraid That I will not get rid of her anymore .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. but now I notice that the more I let go, the more intense the loving becomes … while I already thought it was absurdly intense .. I am now very afraid that loving will always remain .. I know that sounds crazy I am afraid I will not get rid of her anymore .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. but now I notice that the more I let go, the more intense the loving becomes … while I already thought it was absurdly intense .. I am now very afraid that loving will always remain .. I know that sounds crazy I am afraid I will not get rid of her anymore .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. the more intense the loving becomes … while I already thought it was absurdly intense .. I am now very afraid that loving will always remain .. I know that sounds crazy but I am afraid I will not get rid of her .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. the more intense the loving becomes … while I already thought it was absurdly intense .. I am now very afraid that loving will always remain .. I know that sounds crazy but I am afraid I will not get rid of her .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. . I know that sounds crazy but I’m afraid That I will not get rid of her anymore .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. . I know that sounds crazy but I’m afraid That I will not get rid of her anymore .. because I also know that I will never again feel something so intense for someone else .. but I also know that! she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards.. she will never choose me … and then walking around with that is enormously fierce … every hour of the day she is still in my mind … and I am so afraid that it will no longer pass .. then I still have a question; Is it possible that I feel everything so intensely because maybe she is so busy with me too? A kind of interaction of energy that you send to each other by thinking of each other .. ??? With kind regards..
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Hi, I understand what you mean, I also miss my soul love very much now that I no longer see him. In my opinion, these feelings can also be traumatic and it takes time to get everything together. When you meet a soul love so much happens to you, the world is so upside down that you don’t know it all anymore. You or you have decided that you no longer have contact, which means that you can only now take the time and space to look at what is actually happening and is being experienced. Only now can you really see the real connections and that will make your love grow. Perhaps it is so that at the moment it is so best and that you can feel the most for someone in this way. By letting someone go and yet loving someone dearly. I think it will stay that way (that love) just that you still have to find a way to live with it, and it will come. I too am afraid that I can never love someone else again and that he is always the only one for me. But, and that applies to me, I am proud that I can feel that for someone so close and intense. Isn’t it wonderful that you can feel that for another person? regardless of what the other chooses? I think you can be proud of yourself. I am convinced that she is thinking of you too, and that you can trust your intuition. I know that a love like this always lasts, and even if it is not together then separately, but the book is never closed. Trust and be patient with yourself, in this situation you can also get a lot further with yourself, and maybe that’s what you have to do now. For myself it also applies that I know that we will come together again, I do not care whether it is in this life or in a next one, I draw strength from it. That does not mean that I would rather not be with him, but I have to accept that it is not so, I am trying to learn that. I hope that you too will move forward with yourself and that you can regain your peace of mind, I have recognized myself in your despair. And perhaps the rule also applies: shared smart is half smart. Good luck and love (Unknown) but I have to accept that it is not, I am trying to learn that. I hope that you too will move forward with yourself and that you can regain your peace of mind, I have recognized myself in your despair. And perhaps the rule also applies: shared smart is half smart. Good luck and love (Unknown) but I have to accept that it is not, I am trying to learn that. I hope that you too will move forward with yourself and that you can regain your peace of mind, I have recognized myself in your despair. And perhaps the rule also applies: shared smart is half smart. Good luck and love (Unknown)
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hai! Thank you for your kind response. well .. There are so many conflicting feelings with me .. That I just don’t know where to look anymore … She .. pff she has released so much in me, The stupid thing is that I already have all my answers .. I know that we come together even in this life, and I also know that this contact break is not perpetual, but rather of a short duration .. For me, this contact break is just a pause for both of us .. The contact break occurred me exactly at the right time .. I have to use this time to work on myself .. The whole point is that I just dare not trust my feelings anymore .. Because my mind tells me very different things .. that tells me to forget her, because she will never choose me anyway .. Because nothing indicates that,
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Because I have found a solution after a long time of searching for a way to become personally happy again, I would like to share that with you. After being in an emotional roller coaster for two years, I just started following my heart without needing my soul love, I started volunteering with people with a non-congenital brain injury. With these people I can lose the love that burns in my heart and I get so much love in return. At those moments I know that when I use this love for my fellow residents on this earth I am able to live this life physically only. I wish you a lot of strength! (Unknown)
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Hai, here too I can shake your hand again, it is difficult to choose between mind and feeling. My love for my soul also shows no feeling, and it certainly does not come true, I have been a secret from the beginning and I am now of course, I just no longer choose it myself. My soul love is not someone who easily deals with his feelings and was just plain rude to me at times. All this to give me the feeling that he doesn’t like me, and actually because he doesn’t know what to do with me and his feelings for me. The question of whether we come together depends on how far he wants to grow with himself, and I have to tell you that I find exciting. He has to do it alone and me too, in my own pieces. There is actually no reason to believe that he loves me, and I am often angry because at times he has treated me rottenly out of powerlessness. But when that anger subsides, then I know and feel what we feel for each other and how deep that is. I feel it when he thinks of me, and how our lives have changed together. I told him that I am waiting and I think I can do nothing else. That does not mean that I will sit and wait at home until he ever comes, but in my heart I know that there is always room for him, wherever and whenever. So again let’s trust what we have felt and shared. Perhaps our love can make the other person admit what it is really like. If it would be admitted alone, then it is enough for me. Apart from that, I hope from the bottom of my heart that he is happy in the meantime, I wish him that. I have realized that this experience is so special that I can get so much out of it outside of him. It was an impossible man who made the impossible possible for me, and I am very grateful to him for that, because of him I can go further in other areas and I feel less lonely. I hope you can see for yourself too. And I hope for you that she can also choose who she really is and come back to you, despite all the consequences. Writing also helps me, just to him and what I have to tell him, without sending it of course. I think our soul loved ones are scared and still too stuck in old patterns that they actually want to leave but can’t yet do. In the meantime, I wish you good luck, and I am happy that I have finally communicated with someone about this subject, it was the first time I have responded to anything. And we can sometimes not expect too much from our environment, it remains a unique experience that needs to be carried in the heart, and you succeed in that too, I am convinced, with much love (Unknown)
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22j ago I met my first real love and knew from the first moment that she was the love of my life … By admitting a third person, that relationship was broken. Did I know that I would ever come back to her … happened three years later … due to circumstances I broke the relationship myself … three years later we came back together and this for a period of 11 years … I was still free , not them … we have never opted for each other … BUT HAVE NEVER LOVED FEELING, not me or not. I more because I thought I would never be able to experience this again or be allowed or able to feel it… Now so many years later something happened to me on a beautiful day, never expected never thought, I have come across a man where I felt a great attraction. I allowed that feeling, knew a lot of emotions and still, physical pains, weeping … My mind and my hard say something else … have my own opinion about him, which I sometimes think is not right … Know him for two years now and my feelings are stronger than myself, have never been this way someone got under the spell, broke when I am alone, can’t handle my feelings BUT when I’m with him everything is over, I feel good … So what is there to do: just follow my heart and see what is there comes … Above all I have to say this the girl I was talking about in the beginning is the one I told about my deepest feelings for that man. She too now has a girlfriend and she has chosen for this love and has started a new life. I am very happy for her and certainly happy that our contact can be in this relationship and that there is a friendship for ever … Loving feeling with her is my most precious possession for me right now … it is forever. The feeling or loving with my friend is that for me too, wants to do everything for him, feel very good with him, loves to talk to him and I love being in his company … but we really do not choose each other … yet not … but does not rule out anything, taking into account what is and is not possible … Just try to follow my heart … time will give advice … Greetings (Ben)
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This is so familiar. For almost 4 years I want to close with my twinflame. Experience has taught me not to do this. If I decide to quit, I feel very relieved at first, “now it will work” but then the pain comes, it just doesn’t work. I am now ready to see what is coming every day. Sometimes I am in balance and I feel that he is in my soul, anyway. Reading the article about difference in personality and soul helped me a lot. His soul will always be with me, his personality will probably go his own way. But the belief that we remain one gives me courage. I asked him if he would promise to wait for me in the next life and I said “Yes.” He wants to believe, but I certainly think he cannot place what he feels with me, it upset him.