Karen

Now about 5 years ago I met a man who immediately gave me a certain feeling. He also has that feeling with me. We have both had a relationship for a long time and I did not immediately agree to meet each other (secretly). I saw it as “cheating” and I don’t think that’s possible. I could not let go of him (now) and now after a few months I agreed to meet. There is a certain kind of attraction between us which gives a very special feeling. Being together is enough. After a year I gave him the choice to choose each other, he couldn’t do that because of his children, I respected that and therefore did not want any contact anymore. He still sought contact again. I have often told him how much I feel for him, but that has not been enough. It is now 4 years later and sometimes we still have contact by chance. If I think about him a lot and “ask” to see him, then I see him by chance ?! Since the evening I met him, not a day goes by that I don’t think about him. Sometimes it feels like my body is screaming for him, so intense. Yet we will not come together says my feeling, not now. He can’t let go of me either, but he can handle it more easily and may see it differently than I do, yet I hear a voice telling me that he feels it that way but he doesn’t know what it is. If it were a crush then it would not continue in this way I think. I can only feel what I feel, but can you explain to me what this can mean. Since the evening I met him, not a day goes by that I don’t think about him. Sometimes it feels like my body is screaming for him, so intense. Yet we will not come together says my feeling, not now. He can’t let go of me either, but he can handle it more easily and may see it differently than I do, yet I hear a voice telling me that he feels it that way but he doesn’t know what it is. If it were a crush then it would not continue in this way I think. I can only feel what I feel, but can you explain to me what this can mean. Since the evening I met him, not a day goes by that I don’t think about him. Sometimes it feels like my body is screaming for him, so intense. Yet we will not come together says my feeling, not now. He can’t let go of me either, but he can handle it more easily and may see it differently than I do, yet I hear a voice telling me that he feels it that way but he doesn’t know what it is. If it were a crush then it would not continue in this way I think. I can only feel what I feel, but can you explain to me what this can mean. but can handle it more easily and may see it differently than me, yet I hear a voice telling me that he feels it that way but he does not know what it is. If it were a crush then it would not continue in this way I think. I can only feel what I feel, but can you explain to me what this can mean. but can handle it more easily and may see it differently than me, yet I hear a voice telling me that he feels it that way but he does not know what it is. If it were a crush then it would not continue in this way I think. I can only feel what I feel, but can you explain to me what this can mean.

Answer
I know what you are going through and it is certainly not easy. I am also left with the mixed feelings that I would like an answer to.
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