Denise

It took a while before I realized that my soul love lived next to me, we had been playing a game on the internet for a while. You could chat but we didn’t. My soul love has known it all this time. But has been waiting for the moment. Until I was ready.

One evening we played again, it was already late when he suddenly said on the chat, it is already late you have to go to sleep now. My answer was who are you to say that. Afterwards I know why he said that. I went on vacation and the games went on. I lost something there and told him. His answer was if you lose something you get something in return. I didn’t quite understand that. We had contact with each other every day. I even dreamed of him. I suddenly wanted to go home. The feeling had become so strong. Then I knew what he meant. I got my husband back. Once home. I ran into him, he turned white in his face, he was glad I was back. A few days later he sat on my couch with me. We looked at each other and because of a certain force something happened in my stomach. I had finished. Had never experienced it that way. I got feelings for this man I thought this can’t be he is much older than me. No less than 14 years. But now I don’t care anymore. We can make love as the best. We do that for hours on end, it is so intense and amazing. Sometimes we do it every day when possible. Didn’t know I could do that. I always thought that I could not (even wanted sex therapy) but that is not necessary I know I can do it. I like being with him. I prefer to live with him if you look into my heart. But we cannot do that ourselves. That is ultimately decided from above. We can only wait and see. But now I don’t care anymore. We can make love as the best. We do that for hours on end, it is so intense and amazing. Sometimes we do it every day when possible. Didn’t know I could do that. I always thought that I could not (even wanted sex therapy) but that is not necessary I know I can do it. I like being with him. I prefer to live with him if you look into my heart. But we cannot do that ourselves. That is ultimately decided from above. We can only wait and see. But now I don’t care anymore. We can make love as the best. We do that for hours on end, it is so intense and amazing. Sometimes we do it every day when possible. Didn’t know I could do that. I always thought that I could not (even wanted sex therapy) but that is not necessary I know I can do it. I like being with him. I prefer to live with him if you look into my heart. But we cannot do that ourselves. That is ultimately decided from above. We can only wait and see. I always thought that I could not (even wanted sex therapy) but that is not necessary I know I can do it. I like being with him. I prefer to live with him if you look into my heart. But we cannot do that ourselves. That is ultimately decided from above. We can only wait and see. I always thought that I could not (even wanted sex therapy) but that is not necessary I know I can do it. I like being with him. I prefer to live with him if you look into my heart. But we cannot do that ourselves. That is ultimately decided from above. We can only wait and see.
I love this man so very much. That at the same time I am very scared of losing him. He said you will never lose me, I will always be in any form.
My soul love and I have had a relationship in a previous life. We had a daughter together, she died when she was young, believe 13 years of illness. I left them for someone else. I also robbed myself of life. Have me drowned We would love to be together but the gods decide. We are very grateful that we can experience this together. We still have the same relationship. We both feel complete and everything is right with us. My soul love has taught me that it doesn’t matter what you look like. That you have to live with feeling and I do that now. I stand up for what I didn’t do before. Sit on a pink cloud, can only think of him. Preferably only wants to be with him. We prefer to only have sex with each other.

As soon as you feel that you have found your soul love. Then take that chance, because it is the most beautiful thing you can experience